Friday, September 28, 2007

So here I am with a new blog.
I don't know. But yet, here I am.
I guess I'm sick of xanga and don't talk to anyone on it anyway, so I figured I'd start a blogspot.

I'll start out by doing what the rest of my family has done this week.
This is Zuri-Shaddi. Isn't she cute? Of course she is. She's my neice!
Here's both my neices. Aww! What a wonderful big sister.

Thus, I hate being away from my family. It's always hard, but harder now than before for obvious reasons. When Hosanna was born I was totally there (ok in the waiting room, as there as I could be). And now I'm not even close! It's just sad.

So let's move back to the U.P. right?
Wrong. Or right?
We don't know. We don't know where we're supposed to be except here for now. But "for now" could turn into 3 years! I don't want to be here for three years! But if God doesn't call us somewhere, then what are we to do but stay here?
And while Faith and Kourtney want us to move out wherever they end up (Colorado!), we can't just go because we want to.
I don't know why I think about this all the time, but I do. Probably especially because of wishing I was near my family. Yes.

We are for sure going to the conference! I didn't go last year so I am very excited to go this year. And Matt has never been before (even though he's lived 3 hours away his whole life!). Of course I'm praying that I'll get to see baby Zuri then also.
And who knows? Maybe God will speak.

p.s. anyone know how to customize your own layout? Or to find more than just the few they give you? Even when I try to change colors on my layout it doesn't seem to work.